BECOMING OUTSIDE

I’ve never been
Good at dating
Or job interviews.

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I don’t exactly
Believe in ghosts.

I believe I’m
Inhabited by others.
If not possessed.

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Where are you?
Have we met?

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Does killing oneself
Mean becoming exterior,
Mean becoming Outside?

Does saying oneself,
Not saving oneself,
Create an Avatar?

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Are you listening
To me yourself?