Theory and Practice
There isn't
much which
doesn't make
me anxious.
impulsivity rubrics
I
Want To Talk About You
You are
a figment,
jammy
signal interference,
an odor –
raw scent.
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You/us.
We are
entangled but
discontinuous
in what
is felt,
what seen.
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There is
no I,
no one
to know,
without what
you do.
What will
you make
of me?
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No one’s
a list.
Nonetheless one
segments in-
to parts
and patterns.
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Let’s talk
about our
borders and
those who
haunt us.
Eros
and Iteration
I is, am, iterations.
Desires, missteps,
discombobulations
assemble, reassemble
and come
to resemble practice.
Initiation slash iteration.
Like a version.
Over and
over again.
*
A tall
version
afraid
of heights.
A version
haunted by
childhood epilepsy’s
seizures’ auras.
A wobbly
straight version
with streaks
of trans - lucence.
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The bottom
falls out
from the top.
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Bitter root
of not about.
*
Mutable
provisional theaters
and other
impulse structures.
*
Compulsion slash convulsion as recognition
Compulsion slash convulsion as explanation
Compulsion slash convulsion as method
*
Don’t believe
in ghosts,
know that
you are haunted.
*
Bodies
pressed against
other bodies
make psycho –
sexual palimpsests.
*
Awkwardness of
acting out
in front
of others.
Messiness
of sex.
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Find
a form
of
getting lost.